Somethings Gotta Give

I have been gone for a while… There is so much going on in my life and the world, that I got lost. I have re-read my blog and think to myself; what the hell? How did I get here, when did I get lost, did I take the wrong trail? Most of it is that, I am trying to survive the quagmire of existing in a rather mucky world which can suck the soul right out of you if you don’t take care of yourself. This blog and art gallery is me taking care of myself.

I have uploaded an Art Gallery page, which is filled with some of my digital artwork. I want to make a second gallery page with my paintings and collages. They have to be photographed and or scanned. As time goes on, I will continue to upload images.

Yep, somethings gotta give. I am feeling a bit defeated, stuck in a rut, creatively flat. I get an idea but don’t give enough time to it. I come home from work, check on my garden, feed the cat, make dinner, collapse into a glass of wine and then go to bed. It has become like groundhog day, every day. Paying coin to the culture to survive. I am aware that I live in a self-imposed cage, disempowered my creative life, allowing my eight year old self run the show – you know, all the cultural programming we get as a girl. Here’s the thing, the cage door is open, I can walk away anytime I want. I am savvy enough to understand this.. I just get tired of trying and not getting anywhere. All I can do is do it for myself and say fuck you to the rest of the shitholery.